1. |
i <3 haunted mound
03:14
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i am losing control
of everything in my life
i always feel like dying
when i wake up and i know nothing will change
i cant breathe under all the weight
i dont ever wanna think about it
i wanna blow a hole
in the back of my head
i hope i never make friends
cause i know everything’s downhill from here
and i wasn’t any better off last year
will u quit it with your suffocating stares
im sick of killing time
as the days pass me by
i’ll waste away in bed
with smoke in my eyes
x2
i am paralyzed
i don’t ever want to see u again
our promises were porcelain
we shattered on the floor
a million knives
piercing every pore on my skin
tearing at the seams
of a body filled with sin
i dont ever want to see u again
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2. |
balance
02:33
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one foot in my grave
both hands on my neck
it’s impossible to see the light
i’m never looking back
i can’t stop the march of time
or the rotting of my teeth
if you could feel the headaches that you give
you’d quit wasting your breath
i’m sorry my dear
you’re too good for me
just give me some time
to wake up from this dream
my lungs are collapsing
i can’t hardly breathe
just lend me your arms
so you can suffocate me!
i can’t find my balance
i can’t help but eat shit
i don’t wanna fight it anymore
but i’m not ok with this
i can’t stop the march of time
or the rotting of my teeth
just punch me awake i don’t wanna be
trapped in this dream
bury me alive
i’m done with being used
i’ll stand behind and watch
as you hide from the truth
i’m giving up (x a lot)
hurt me all you want i won't look at you
hate me all you want cause i hate me too
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3. |
blood
02:24
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i can already taste it
the blood on the floor
and in the back of my throat
the taste of the pavement
lingering on my tongue
i would’ve hated to end up like this
never feeling each moment
digging my nails in my fists
i’ll never forget the torment
watching u stand by the ocean
the waves lap at your shins
you’ll never rest till im broken
but i’m already dead
heaven
is not a place for dolls like us
forgotten
thrown away by the ones that we trust
if i die in my sleep will the noises all fade into nothing?
if i give up on trying will you promise to forget you love me?
x2
(i never grow tired of suffering)
(crying alone)
make me bleed
knock out all my teeth
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4. |
in a while, crocodile
02:01
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i never see it
until it’s too late
i hate that feeling
of wishing things could change
how do u always
seem so two faced
i’ll still wipe away
all of those pretty tears
it’s never anything
unless you want it to be
ooo
at times it’s easy
to forget all about it
but i’m too anxious
to care for anyone else
a crooked smile
creeps across my face
when you tell me
that i’m a piece of shit
im tired of sleeping
on the couch every weekend
ooo
we can’t do this anymore
ur weighing heavy on my heart
i know i gotta let it go
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5. |
new year's eve
01:47
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you’ve been in my dreams almost every night this month
u seemed taller most of the time
my eyes wouldn’t open for hours on end
and when i woke up i cried into my sheets
im sorry that i let you down every chance i got
i want to feel your skin against mine
i could die inside ur pretty eyes if u would just let me stay
but i am too afraid to be close to you
longing
to feel ur touch once again
kiss me
draw out my soul from my hands
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6. |
cold hands
02:27
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i don’t wanna go to college
i don’t wanna go to work
i can’t see five feet in front of me
my eyes are all clouded from the smoke
i don’t wanna be awake
i just want to be a ghost
i can’t speak to u through the sprawling
pages in ur favorite little book
and i fall to pieces when you
look my direction and i
wish i could ask you how you
do all ur makeup and i
cant stop but feel like i
should almost say something
every time you text me but i
choke on my words and dont cough them out
i wanna cut my hair so i look more pretty
i wanna go out in my favorite clothes
i wanna wake up with a perfect body
i wanna do my eyeliner just like yours
but nobody knows how i feel about me
and im too scared to leave my bedroom
so i don’t have anywhere to go
and i don’t want anyone but you
so i fall to pieces when you
look my direction and i
wish we could talk about ur
favorite records and i
cant stop that feeling like i
could almost say something
when our eyes lock but i
just stutter and stare back at the floor
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swim in circles
drowning under my own weight
it’s getting hard to breathe
im shivering as we
stare at the ceiling
the paint is slowly wearing off
the ringing in my ears
wont stop until i’m dead
the chilling wind bites at the cuts on my skin
and my eyes are burning as i clench to the wheel
the fading memory of feeling your hands on my neck
makes everything hurt more when i
cry over losing the things that made me want to die
i’ve never felt less real
the choking feeling as i inhale the smoke
is the thing keeping me alive
shut up
i’ve dug my grave
shut up
i’ll die with grace
giving up on my future, im losing the
motivation to keep going on
as i sit on the edge of bed
digging deeper into my arm
x2
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